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.Please don't die and leave me alone. The day you die is the day I die with you..

.~I need your love, I'm like a broken rose~.

.::Chia::.

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I'll never forget the day my dad told me my mama 'assed'....I HATE it when people use that term...my mom is not a FUCKING kidney stone or something...sometimes early in the morning when I'm half asleep I'll think about how I no longer have a mother...it's such a shock to me then...so much that I open my eyes...

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Same. It's just not the same without hearing his grunts when he practiced his karate, or hearing him toss and turn in his sleep.

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.Please don't die and leave me alone. The day you die is the day I die with you..

.~I need your love, I'm like a broken rose~.

.::Chia::.

.::.Objectum Sexuality Is Real.::.

Aww...Yeah, I miss being called 'Missy'. Mom's the only one who called me that...I miss her laugh, her smile, the way she'd cry when she was proud of something I did...

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Vinny was and is the only person I'll allow to call me Kid. We were basically twins, just a few weeks apart.

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.Please don't die and leave me alone. The day you die is the day I die with you..

.~I need your love, I'm like a broken rose~.

.::Chia::.

.::.Objectum Sexuality Is Real.::.

Wow...Wow cool...My mom and I were kinda like sisters. We shared many likes and dislikes. My mema (who is my mom's mom) kept calling me everyday telling me how mom was getting better. One day, she was telling me that they were going to move her out of ECU and put her in her own room. They next day, my dad told me she 'assed' (Passed WHAT? A test? A kidney stone?) I think I get why u don't like doctors...My mom's doctor was very good, so I can't blame him. But my step-dad, Bruce...he was the one who stole her painkillers, and shoved his Seraquill and Valume and even CRACK down my mother's throat...HE caused he colon to perferate. He didn't call an ambulance when her body made strange sickening gurgling sounds...he called an ambulance the day she got deathly worse. Her lips were grey, she was delirious, and she was very white. I'll never forget how cold and icy that day was. Ice covered the ground, and after that damned ambulance left, I could still see tracks in the street.

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That's very sad.

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.Please don't die and leave me alone. The day you die is the day I die with you..

.~I need your love, I'm like a broken rose~.

.::Chia::.

.::.Objectum Sexuality Is Real.::.

I know...I've lived a hard life...we both have, huh?

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